Nihilist Cocktails For Calypso Inferno

May this be the last night in this south
The last night with the wine and immortal fascination
The world ignore the cruel delight of our vice
And the useless common god who delivered us to wait

What’ s the meaning of talking ‘bout protection now?
We will never be close…oh so close together now
What’ s the meaning of talking ‘bout conviction now?
We will never be close…oh so close together now

Bow your head on my chest while the odour of this sea
Is confused in the distractions of our doubts
I don’ t know how to ask you anything that doesn’ t regard us
I don’ t know how to ask you anything

What remains of love when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of us when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of love when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of us when we know we can destroy ourselves

I’d like not to know that instict
Which is guiding you…
Am I guilty as you are?

It’s the same guilt that beats you on the back
That crushes on your kidneys…
I condemn you but I’m just a worm

I love your lack of conscience
And the freedom of your violence

What exactly shakes my heart
And what fills up the greed of my lust?
What exactly shakes my heart
And what fills up the greed of my lust?

Your ignorance is pure virtue
And the cruel sweat on your body
Is brutal nectar that will feed
The rebellion against myself

The shelter that covers
The disgrace of morality burns
It’s the bastard ghost
Of this religion, religion for cowards

I want to kneel down in front of you
Devour, devour your pride
The beginning and the end
Are now, now here…

What exactly shakes my heart
And what fills up the greed of my lust?
I want to kneel down in front of you
Devour, devour your pride
The beginning and the end are now, now here
What exactly shakes my heart
And what fills up the greed of my lust…?

May this be the last night in this south
The last night with the wine and immortal fascination
The world ignore the cruel delight of our vice
And the useless common god who delivered us to wait

What’ s the meaning of talking ‘bout protection now?
We will never be close…oh so close together now
What’ s the meaning of talking ‘bout conviction now?
We will never be close…oh so close together now

Bow your head on my chest while the odour of this sea
Is confused in the distractions of our doubts
I don’ t know how to ask you anything that doesn’ t regard us
I don’ t know how to ask you anything

What remains of love when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of us when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of love when we know we can destroy ourselves
What remains of us when we know we can destroy ourselves

Learn that there is always a winner even when we don’t need any roles even when there’s nothing to win in this space without warmth through this stiff light that passes beyond malice beyond logic which unites the history of compassion to that of envy I’ll watch yours to reflect the failure I have constructed I’m so ridiculous when I try to defend myself you know I’m nothing if I breath through you You nourished me with the obscenity of your faith in the shame of your repentance I don’t know how to suffer nor feel more than you do beside us frustration hope action purity equilibrium everything has value but not for me or just for this instant I don’t want to believe it anymore I don’t want to believe you it anymore I’m so ridiculous when I try to defend myself you know
I’m nothing if I breath through you